Paradigm Shifts

Heres an interesting thought, We keep hearing "jst be urself, they'll like u for who u are" ever realized how false that statement is?
the world is a big place, and every area is bound to be different be it in a big or small way. when we approach something new we tend to move cautiously. Every step is carefully taken. for fear of unacceptance frm the public.
we adapt, like things that we dont like. act like we know things that we dont actually know. losing ourselves in the process.
theses changes in personality are by all means ok, but not to the extent of forgettin who u really are. when the losers act like they're the masters u know theres somethin wrong wit the world.
Those who were once beneath u now think they're higher than u, due to a change in thier enviroment. When ur so used to ur daily routine, even the slightest of bumps can cause u in disarray. You dont knw wat to do, the world that u once knew and love seems to be crashing down faster than u can rebuild it.
When faced with these paradigm shifts. best thing to do is either join them. or forsake them.
Yes its true everbody desires companionship but what happens if u simply hate every single soul around you?
I would move on and never look back. jst like Lightning. I appear in a flash, but I vanish as quickly as i appeared.

The Way Things Are

How do u deal with disappointment? do u simply walk away from it? or do u move on to build urself up too be a stronger person than before so that u may face the disappointment again but in a more less vulnerable state?
What can u do? when u feel the weight of the world crumbling around you.
What happens when u lose ur focus and ur purpose?
"the only thing to do is too hope for a quick death" says Hope
"Pray" says Justin Bieber
"vanish, never look back" says Lightning
None of them knows wats eating me frm the inside.
ppl may claim that im happy go lucky. but the face u see on the outside is merely but a shell
wat lies inside all stored up and packed tightly together, misery/sorrow/sadness/discontent/regrets beyond compare. i laugh when inside i actually cry. I smile when im actually im frowning. I love when actually Im depressed. Unstable and unhappy I walk on, where i jst add more ill-mannered emotions to my list. As I ask myself the million dollar question, "why do i go on?" "dont i love myself enough too be able to put myself through such a living nightmare?" simple answer being because Thats jst the way things are. life puts u down, and the next it helps u up. all we can do is jst wait for that time to arrive..