Waking Up From A Dream

My breath was still...the cool misty air of the night rattles my very soul, i surveyed my surroundings...i see nothing around me...every piece of land was empty for miles and miles..glancing to the heavens i saw stars that twinkled back at me as if taunting me, mocking me, laughing at me...how did i end up like this? where is the sun that used to shine during my darkest hours? where was that voice that soothed me to sleep at night when i had nightmares? where was the face that i so deeply recognized and cherish? ...its as if though life was trying to tell me somethin...but what was it?? i vaguely remembered talking to her, sitting down with her and basically enjoying my life wit her...but what really happened? the birds stopped singing, the sun stopped shining and the sky turned grey...bathing in my despair, i walked alone with only my shadow to accompany me...moving along i heard a noise so shrill, so damn right unbearable to hear...i went up to it and asked "my dear fellow why are u making such a noise?" ....the anomaly cackled and answered, " i am the voice that serenades u at night, that makes all of ur worries disappear" ...i stammered in disbelief, how could this be her voice? she had a beautiful one. Setting aside the madman's claim, i continued my journey to look for her...i turned a corner and found myself in a calm and peaceful area, the birds were singing happily, I found myself at inner peace...Suddenly everythin changed the area was dark, gloomy and grey. the birds that we're singing morphed into crows, they stared down at me with bloodshot eyes and began talking in unison.."wat u saw jst now was the love she feels for you, this is how she truly feels about you...NOTHING!"...i couldnt let this down, she told me that she cared for me. said that she would be there for me when no one else would..."ur wrong" i told them...they laughed at me...cupping my ears i walked on, telling myself that it was a lie, all of it was untrue...exhausted i sat down on the tile-less land, the earth felt hard and rough..the sand was a jet-black colour..everythin here seemed ugly/unhappy/fake...supressing a sigh, i continued on..hoping that i will not hear anymore lies....i hoisted myself up and stared ahead...beyond there stood a figure, hoping for companionship i raced towards the unknown...as i got close enough, a smile crossed my face, happiness began filling my insides...there she stood looking as beautiful as ever...i rushed to her and embraced her in my arms, her hair felt smooth and soft like silk...her smell, epic..."u wouldnt believe what i went through today jst to see u smile" I joked...silence...something felt wrong...her hair was no longer smooth it was rough and coarse as if someone tied small bits of rocks 2gether, gently pushing her away I saw her true-self...in her place stood the most hideous creature one could have ever imagined...worms were crawling in and out of her face..her teeth was jagged and razor sharp...and her eyes was no longer crystal blue...they were more sunken, hollow eyes as if she dint have soul..."who are you?" i asked..." I am her true form, everytime she is with you, she puts on a mask"...."u were blinded by her beauty so u overlooked what truly mattered the most....her heart." "this world that u are in right now is symbolizes her soul"...staring at the creature in disbelief, i finally see the truth.."true beauty does not lie outside but rather it lies on the inside."....all this while i've been with her, all the time i spent on her...useless...