A Day Of Distraught

How did it come to this....all those smiling faces, those lips that curved upwards now turned upside down in a dissapointed frown....puzzled by such an act, I held up the piece of paper in my hand...the light oozing out of the cracks from the door shined at certain places of the paper creating a glaring effect that blinded me from laying eyes on the contents...shifting to the right I blocked the direct lighting using my backside as a light shield...my eyes came into focus adjusting from the change in brightness ratio of the surroundings. The piece of paper stared back at me menacingly, its contents as if laughing at me, making fun of me, insulting me...I rubbed my eyes to see if this was some kind of trick much to my dismay it wasnt....

The piece of paper made a sadistic smile, I felt numb....my heart rate began dropping, my body felt lifeless...everythin in me seemed to be made of Jelly...I tried denying the contents of the paper...hopelessly I looked and looked and looked at it again and again hoping for it to change....but sadly it never did...it just remained at a constant always smiling, always insulting me as if I was the unluckiest man to ever walk this earth...some part of me felt that its true...I am the most unluckiest man in the world...heaving out a sigh, i grabbed a stool and stood on it right below the celieng fan overhead....I checked the rope suspended above me to make sure it was strong enough to support my weight....As i tightened the rope around my neck i thought about the good times and the good feelings i used to have before I recieved the piece of paper..with a tremendous leap the colourful world around me turned into a peaceful white